Monday, March 30, 2015

Feel Free To..

Today an email asked the question of whether I would respond to emails.

Easy answer.  Yes I will.

Feel free to email your writer anytime.  Just click my blogger profile and send an email. 



Sunday, March 29, 2015

Anonymous Blogger

My reason for posting under this blog and remaining somewhat anonymous is I just don't want anyone to follow me.  Follow this blog, sure, I'm going to tell you the truth.

What happens when people come out with information like this is all sorts of people begin to follow the speaker.  Then the ego takes over and the speakers story grows.  Next thing you know they are all over all the radio stations and doing interviews all the while claiming they don't want to do so.

It's quite simple.  If you don't want to.. Don't.

I don't want to, so I won't.  If someone would like to interview me under this name (The Ruiner) that would be fine, but I am not going to tell the world who I am, because I do not want the followers.

Now that this much is clear the reason I am sure most would assume as my reason for being anonymous is to protect myself from the Illuminati or Cabal.  I don't need to do that, they know I am writing here, and they don't care.  Who is going to listen anyways?  No one.

They know as well as I do that unless I embrace the celebrity of being a "whistleblower" that this blog will be generally ignored. 

Also, they have to allow the truth to be written somewhere.  Why not an anonymous blogger?


~Message delivered~

Saturday, March 28, 2015

Avians

There are ET's known as Avians.  Each group of Avians uses the name of a colour to represent themselves. 

There has been a lot of talk around the Internet about "Blue Avians" and this is rather laughable.  "Blue Avians" do not exist.  They are and have always been used as part of a mind control program specifically for members inside Secret Space Programs, Cloning Programs and Culture Creator programs.  (Katy Perry has been in contact with the Blue Avians, as has Lady Gaga, as example)

The Avians assisted the Annunaki by distributing language and religion to different parts of the world.  In plain speak, they distributed the disinformation that would become the control system we know today.  They attached themselves to the "god" RA and told humans they were the messenger of RA.  They were doing this as part of an order made by the Annunaki.

Secret Societies honor the Avians by wearing "Bird masks" at high level luxury parties and rituals. We call these .. dun dun dun.. Avian Masks.  The host of the party wears.. You guessed it, a BLUE mask.  He is the Blue Avian.

They call their programmed entities "Blue Avians" as a play on their own "Blue Blood" focus.  Honestly every time someone accepts that "Blue Avians" exist, another Illuminati member falls over laughing.

Today I am seeing this spreading out from some people who are still active in various programs.  The programs affected are the Secret Space Programs and Clone Centre Programs.

Talk to any Clone Centre attendee and they will tell you all about the "Big Birds" who have been present at Cloning for the past few months.  Talk to any high level Secret Space Program member and they will tell you how the "Blue Avians selected (me) to disclose information to Humanity".  A sure tell sign of this mind control op is they will attach military protocol to their contact.  "I was given a name to repeat to others they contact so we will know each other are telling the truth".   Triggers, neat!

Sound like the military to you?  Well that's because IT IS!

One female I have been training for the past couple months came forward with this story:

She was sitting at home when she felt compelled to walk outside.  She was taken by an orb in OBE form to a meeting with what are being called Sphere Beings (which are not beings at all but I will comment on them another time) two other ET groups and Blue Avians.  She was then told how the Blue Avians would be contacting others and would give each who they do contact a phrase they can identify each other with.  She was told she was chosen to be a delegate for the Sphere Being Alliance (there's that Alliance word we created popping up again).

She was also told by her superiors within her program that this program had been run on most Secret Space Program members who are no longer active within their programs.  They were chosen this way because they are easily discarded if the need arises.

Basically, she was told that her experience was a test, something they wanted her to understand, and something given to others as part of a massive disinfo campaign which will serve their "plan" which I outlined in an earlier post.




I found this really funny when another friend reported a very similar event the next day to a prominent researcher.

Typically I ignore these games as they play them.  This is too hilarious to ignore:


The Blue Avians and Sphere Beings are apparently telling people that BRICS and "That Russian" who leads the "R" belong to the "Alliance" and wants to end the Cabal/Illuminati with help from the Blue Avians and Sphere Beings.  This is being reported online via two individuals and two researchers, and by many others off of public profiles. ( I am going to make another post about the Alliance and the Secret Space Programs)

That Russian who is supposed to be "outing the Cabal" is a higher ranking member than any of those he is supposedly outing.  Your writer knows that man VERY well, and spent a great deal of time with him.  Your writer was, at one point, that Russians Trainer.  He and I even spent some time off-world together and became friends.  (I still have a soft spot for him on a personal level despite absolutely disagreeing with his life choices).  I had the opportunity to show this Russian what is being said about him.  He laughed and said "Oh what a great plan this is.  Working flawlessly."  He is right.

Ladies and Gentlemen: BRICS is not going to save you.  That Russian, is more deeply involved with the Illuminati than any other public figure you could name.  He truly loves the work he is doing and cannot wait to become King.  He is completely amazed at how easy the Alternative Community is making this transition for him.  The Blue Avians are an Illuminati creation, and this tale has been specifically crafted to work for specific people.

It is the PLAN that you all think he is the hero.

The average mainstream oriented person is easy enough to fool.  For you Awake and Aware folk they attached a benevolent group of ETs to the tale.  The Alternative Community is eating it up. 

That Russian and his mentor (who is also the one who was my mentor) would like to thank you for making this information public.  You are selling the propaganda of the Illuminati better than they could themselves.  They have said that the first researcher to disclose this program will receive a prize.  "It requires your credibility to give this tale wings." I'm sure the pun of WINGS was intended. 


Addressed to Program Members, Civilians and Researchers sharing this story:
"Thank you very much, deeply and truly." -nituP


Truly if Common Sense doesn't tell you this story is wrong, then you should just follow BRICS to the promise land.

The Plan

"The New Rome will fall just as the Old Rome fell.  So that the beings who created Rome could wash their hands of their creation, and start fresh.  Just as we did after The Atlantian Age."


The above is considered a gift in the mind of it's author.  That I am writing here is not unknown. Most readers may have no idea, but "they" all know exactly who your author is. Back to the point. The above quote did not come from me. It came from the being who was meant to be my mentor.


What it eludes to is the New Rome, which is to those who know, the "Cabal Capital Country". The heart of the "illuminati cults". Amaraka.


A great deal of dirty illuminati secrets are being exposed at a rapid pace. Several "leaks" have been created and orchestrated to ensure almost all people, from the mainstream folks to the alternative info folks, know just how dark and evil this group is.


You've all been told and shown proof of your enslavement. You've also been given all the truth about your own power to change it.  But the game is rigged no matter which side you choose to play it from. The only solution is not to play. But I digress.


Now that the world is starting to see the devil, they will bring him to light and destroy him and his hell around him.


Enter the saviours. This has to be another country or government or secret ET allies, right?


Give the world a "White Hat" group, led by benevolent ET's, brought to the public in the form of a new group of political allies.


BRICS.  "White Hats Groups". <insert ET name of the month here>.


They will give you what you want.


Once it's too late you'll remember..


"Oh yeah, this is what THEY wanted too!!??!"


Take the money away, replace it with a new system.


Take religion away, replace it with a new system.


Take all the Illuminati away, replace it with secret system.


Take your needs away, replace them with technology.


Take your governments away, replace them with a new government system.


Take away the Old World Order, replace it with a New World Order.


And here's the clincher..


Take away your natural spiritual evolutionary process, replace it with a cybernetic transhuman artificial process.


More of the finer details to come of course.

Friday, March 27, 2015

What are They?

The "Illuminati" is an order led by '13 Parents'. Each 'Parent' represents the '13 Main Bloodlines' that most know as the Illuminati. What I call the Illuminati is the 13 Parents and their 'direct followers' or "pupils".

Each Parent can barely be considered human. Each one, holds and protects knowledge of a specific method for prolonging the like span of an organic life form. As well as many other secrets.  They know much more than the Cults and Programs below them are aware of.

Each Parent could share this ability with what I am calling their 'direct followers'. This is what forms the various "cults" associated with the Illuminati by most researchers and seekers.

The Parents are the Illuminati when I write moving forward. Please understand this and that I will generalize all of the branches of their "cults" and "projects" and "programs" under this name. These parents control the "cabal". These Parents control the Secret and Public economy, military, political systems, space programs, intelligence agencies, ect. in every country on the entire planet.

This Power to Control is not their own however.  It belongs to an ET race. You've all heard of them. The Draco.

Perhaps a little more than 13,000yrs ago The Draco implemented a plan and the chess pieces in this game would be the "Illuminati". (This is the name I am using because it is the public name they gave themselves. This name, and the Cabal name, and important characters in their End Game. )

The Draco require a focused post to break down their structure as it impacts earth, which I may or may not choose to do, but not now.

For now focus:  The Draco control the Illuminati Parents. The Illuminati Parents control the Illuminati. The Illuminati controls overtly or covertly every program, project, cult, order, brother or sisterhood, country/government you have ever read about or heard about.

When The Draco leave this planet, and they will, the Illuminati will take control for themselves. This happenstance had been spun into disinfo in the form of an "overthrow" of the Draconian, Cabal and Illuminati regime. The Draco will leave, almost completely, by choice. The only Draco who will remain will be agents of the Illuminati. The Illuminati will have full control in essence absorbing the remaining Draco as Illuminati.

At this point, their plan which started 13,000yrs ago and has seen minor revisions to compensate for errors, will be unraveled.

It will appear fair, and be fowl.  It will sound like what you want enough that you will overlook that it is also what they want.

Most people of earth have been formed and shaped into wanting what they want.  So their Plan will sound Great to most when presented.

Aforementioned Friends

I have several friends who are not human. At some stages of life none of my friends were human.

In the earlier posts I had mentioned "friends" who helped the Giants off the planet. I also mentioned resolving to suicide. The same friends helped in both cases.

These friends are commonly known as "tall blondes" or sometimes "Nordic" ETs.

This is a common ET type who come from different places. Some are from Sirius. Some from Orion. Some are human, or an earlier version of human.  My friends fit under the last type.

They were originally on this planet more than 200,000yrs ago, prior to the arrival of Atlantis and prior to the Lemurians who were dominate on the planet at the time.  They had reached a point where they could travel the cosmos and during a time of great physical change on the planet, had left this world to search the Galaxy in their new home, a massive craft or "Mother ship". This group returned for the first time about 13,000 yrs ago when the deal between humans and the Draco was formed.  Perhaps, if they had returned sooner they would have advised humans against this deal. However, being too late for that, they assisted with the process of placing beings in stasis here. Providing technology to some and guidance to others. Once this process was complete they did not start to return to earth again until the late 70's and began to contact humans and council towards a more nature based path throughout the 80's.  Which is where they found me, in 1988.

For some reason I will overlook for now, they developed a connection with me and were performing some actions at a distance to keep me safe.

When I was 19 and ready to end my own life they intervened. A female "tall blonde" who I call Alex stopped me, and persuaded me to take a different path.

This group mediated the "deal" that led to my release. They contacted a few others to step in between myself and the Illuminati.  This is what allowed me to be released without any repercussions.

I agreed to maintain the public face as I described in an earlier post, and to not do, what I plan to do soon, which is name names of people I had been involved with.

Let me tell you it is a lot of fun to see people on TV knowing I have witnessed them pee their pants in fear.

Thursday, March 26, 2015

A Confession



I was 26 by the time I was finally "released" from the "Illuminati".  How that came to pass is another post.  For now I want to focus on the present.

After years of honoring my agreement with and avoiding requests from this group eventually there came a request I could not refuse.

One of my personal fascinations has been with Giants. 

I was told about the existence of giants as well as the large storage's of giant remains which are hidden from the public.  The reason for hiding the existence of Giants is to avoid the discussion related to evolution and history this knowledge would create.  Admitting the existence of giants means having to admit Darwin is wrong.  As well as other issues of truth.

After seeing the remains and documentation, pictures, video of giants I was informed of the phenomenon of "Sleeping Giants" and other "Stasis Beings".  Being that are in a type of hibernation or deep sleep inside pods which are hidden in large underground areas located within mounds.  The mystery of the mound builders had a reason.. To house these "Sleeping Beings" or Stasis Beings.

These beings, many of which are giants, are in some sort of artificial sleep and are estimated to have been like this for approximately 13,000yrs.

Although the location and purpose of these mounds has been long known, the mounds were considered "off limits" until recently.  The Secret Space Program has been the groups charged with monitoring these mounds, looking for changes in pressure or different energetic readings which may indicate the beings inside are "waking up".

This past December such readings started to come in.  In one mound in particular, it seemed whatever was asleep within the mound was waking up.

One of the skills I used the most was an ability to effectively communicate with ET races.  Due to this skill I was asked if I would enter the mound and investigate.  To see if in fact a being had "awoken" and if so, talk to it.  I agreed.

I was taken via FTL Transport (common SSP craft) by a faction of the Secret Space Program, (there are 5 or 6 different Secret Space Program factions who all believe they are independent of the others - which is mind control, but I`ll come back to this another time) to a location I will not mention where a mound was present. 

When I arrived the Secret or Shadow Military and  SSP had quarantined the area, setting up a massive inflatable tent over the mound and ensuring the ground and skies around the are were secured.

After a long briefing I was directed to enter and report back what I found.  I went in accompanied by two "brutes" (Armed SSP Military personnel) who hung back at the entrance.

What I found inside was a fully awake being and an open pod.  On the ground sat this being, cross legged, eyes closed.  Clearly a Giant.  My first guess was that he must be at least 15ft tall, when he stood up I realised he was even taller than that.  We measured him later at 24ft.

His eyes opened and he stood.  His face was serene and he almost had a grin on his face.

We had a long chat in which he told me many things.  Some I could and some I refused to repeat to the groups who brought me there.  After the chat and my report the question of what we would do with this being came up.

Some of my close friends sent a message right at that moment that they could help.  Their offer was accepted and these friends came to meet with this giant being.  They offered to take him off this planet and deliver him to a planet where others "like him" are known to live.  He accepted and this plan was carried out.  Despite the Illuminati wanting to examine and mind probe this being, they realised the potential risk was not worth the potential reward, and they allowed these friends of mine to carry out the plan of taking this giant elsewhere.

Sorry did you not know such beings existed and that groups can travel the stars?  Ooops my bad.

Since that first experience I have now attended three like locations where Stasis Beings within mounds have awoken.  So far all have ended the same way.  Eventually I will tell you what I would not tell the Illuminati and Secret Space Programs involved.  For now I will keep things simple.

They wanted to know so badly they tried to threaten me and even attacked and injured me.  When they did, my former "Mentor" intervened and put out the order that I am to be left alone as I will be reporting to him.  When he speaks, these groups listen, even if they don't know it was his words, their own superiors make things clear enough that they follow orders.

One of the Secret Space Program members thought he could get me to "spill the beans".  He applied a Remote Influence based attack on me and reactivated a dormant virus within my nervous system which caused pain and facial paralysis.  My "mentor" had him killed.  Message delivered.  And just another load of guilt for my conscience.

Another lovely part of the story;  I have a "regular life" I have to maintain both for my "agreement" and for my own well being.  Being two places at once is possible, but I was not equipped to do so.  This caused me to ask this Secret Space Program I was dealing with for two trainees, whom I could guide through what has to be done to communicate with beings who could potentially become hostile.  I was sent two, one male and one female.

Well the male was a poor choice.  After his first encounter this "highly regarded" SSP Member was so childishly excited he went and told a couple buddies who worked in lower level programs.  This trainee has returned to the incarnational wheel.

I like to call Secret Space Program members "Cowboys".  This works because MANY of them come from the Southern States and their general personalities fill in the rest of the meaning. One thing that is well known about people in these various space programs is they are easily led around like a puppy on a leash by their ego.  They are selected for this quality.  "Nerds" have the most easy to play egos because they have been living in mom's basement dreaming of being Superman, Indiana Jones or Luke Skywalker most of their lives.

The females I call Barbie's or Ripley's.  They are either bubbly and obedient like a Barbie would be or tough and independent to a fault like Ripley in the Alien films.  I call them this because, well, those are the names of the programs which created them. 

So my trainees turned out to be a Barbie and a Cowboy.  The Cowboy is gone and the Barbie has already quit (given up) or been fired (She was not good at her job), so it's back to your writer, again.

This job requires only skills that many many people possess in abundance.  Unfortunately not many of them have ever been placed in Secret Space or Military Programs so that they could be selected to take over for me.  I could recommend half a dozen "common folk" who could do this job quite well, but that does not work for their compartmentalization focus minds.  Control freaks much?

~Sigh~

I cannot wait to watch them loose control. But back to topic.

This has all been a confession of sorts.  I am "working for them" again, but this time, I am sort of in a sub contractor role. They did pay my rent and some of my debts but,  I don't have to do anything I do not agree with.  I have backing to ensure this.  I believe in what I am doing even if it is being quarterbacked by these cults and programs.  I feel compelled to ensure beings who do not wish to be tangled up in this web do not have to be.  So if I can do that by relaxing giants and guiding them towards a new home.. So be it.

A Regular Everyday Normal Guy

As part of my agreement with the Order when I left the family, I created a "regular life" and public personality that not only hides any involvement with the "Illuminati" but also makes it very easy to discredit me should I have gone full Whistle blower previously.

When I was released my educational records were altered.  Transcripts and degrees vanished.  Even people I knew well had no recollection of me.  Medical records were changed.  Even my legal name was changed and passports and licences were vanished.  This was all to cripple me in a sense.  Something I had to learn to live with and rebuild.

I began to collect "normal friends" and do "normal things" keeping any of my occult knowledge buried and anytime it was noticed I easily dismissed it in their minds as "something I've read about". I also developed some artistic skills and started creative projects as a way to channel this information and knowledge.  As per my agreement, I can tell the truth, only if it can be easily written off as fiction if it starts to catch too much attention.

I married my long time girlfriend and I have two children with her.  We have since split.  But this process created a long list of people who know me as just a "regular everyday normal guy".

This has become my Clark Kent alter ego, this normal man who only reads about the occult but has never had to experience it.  He doesn't talk much or at all about Secret Space Programs or Giants.  Just the occasional astral projection lesson or two.

My kids I raise as if all this knowledge is common place, as it was for me, without submitting them to any rituals or secret meetings.

I also have siblings who are uninvolved (not qualified for) with secret societies of any kind.  This helps me remain grounded and keeps me close to the masses, providing an understanding most of my "Illuminati" peers have never experienced or come to understand.

Another frequent pass time is reading blogs and forums and other social media discussing occult topics.  I find that very entertaining.  It's my guilty pleasure.  Guilty because I shouldn't be laughing at it all.  The egos of all the researchers clinging to the stories best suited for their audience and drive up their website hits and conference ticket sales.  One of my favorite topics for that is Reptilians.  I have spent a great deal of time around this race of Draco Reptilians and have come to understand them very well.  So as information started coming out from speakers and researchers such as David Icke, I was having a blast watching all the readers and listeners cringe and rail against this idea.  Oh if you only knew how many of your historical figures both heroes and tyrants were physical Reptilians or incarnated reptilian souls.  You human body is more reptilian than even I would care to admit. 

Often I'll introduce myself to these posters and bloggers.  Some are just the people searching for valid info.  Some are claiming to be contactees or insiders of various levels.  The most REAL people come from the searching side.  In my experience 99% of the insiders, whistleblowers and contactees start with some truth, then feel the attention and begin to weave their story into something larger than it is.  They all do the same "Listen to me because this ET race chose me" song and dance.   It's truly amusing.  Any true "insider" can see through all this nonsense.  Most simply sit back and watch with the same guilty amusement that I do.

The researchers are the most fun though.  SO MANY are males using their "knowledge" and pseudo-celebrity to attract females, or money, or worshippers.  Same applies to some Whistleblower/contactee/insiders as well.  Again, entertaining.

Each one has their own version of "saviour" be it some ET races they contacted or contacted them, or some secret society exposing the others, or some politician standing up to another. 

For someone as involved as I have been, this is where the story falls apart.  ET races that are not part of the control system do not intervene.  They understand free will and that it is humanities duty to stand up and free themselves.  Humans invited this control and loved it for so long, that NO ONE is going to help us out from under it anymore than they have by giving us all we need to know about how they are enslaving us.

Oh.. And ALL countries, ALL secret societies, ALL secret government/military/space programs.. are ALL created, controlled and monitored by the "Illuminati".  ALL of them.

Freemasons have dark masons and light masons.  These sides are opposing.  And the Illuminati has important members on both sides.

The U.S. doesn't like Russia.  The Illuminati has important members on both sides.

Program X is opposing Project Y.  The Illuminati has important members on both sides.

The "White Hats" are attempting to overthrow the Cabal.  The Illuminati have important members on both sides.

So if you're waiting for the White Hats, or Project H Y G, or this or that ET race to come and take over from the Illuminati and free you all, please don't hold your breath.  That will NEVER happen.

But...

The Universe is providing you with a form of energy that can help you SEE the control well enough to withdrawal consent.  To give you the internal strength to stand on your own and the courage to walk a path alone without someone there to protect you, or guide you, or just plain agree with you.

If you can do this, as individuals, and as a whole, you WILL save YOURSELF from the control of the Illuminati.

Oh and.. The Illuminati are just as controlled as you are.  As are the beings controlling them, and the beings controlling them.  There is a pattern here I hope you see.

Intentions

What is my intention?

I want you to know the plan so you can see the operations as they unfold.

These posts will not be in order.  Each one will be seemingly random.  Each will become a piece of the puzzle.  Eventually you the reader will have enough pieces you will start to see the picture beginning to form.  At this point, simply ask, and I will help put them in their place.  HELP I said.. It is ultimately up to you.

There are no benevolent ET's coming to save you.  There are no "White Hat" groups trying to save you.  All either of those could possibly do is give you the tools to help yourself.  With that said, the tools are available.  You just may not see them as tools.

So my intention is to empower you with confidence and knowing-ness. 

If you choose to keep reading or follow this blog, I will tell you what their plans are and how they are in the process of achieving them.  Even if it hurts you current view.

Magic is the focus of Imagination and Will.  The two powers most under attack.  Imagination is not encouraged.  Will is not recognized.  We reward the people who can play the game.  Not those who dream outside of it.

This is why magic works against humanity and not for them.  I want you to know that Magic is your right as a spiritual being existing in creation.  Magic is your paintbrush and the holographic construct we call reality is your canvas.  Just remember that you share this canvas with billions of other active artists.

I want to tell you about my experiences within both the "Illuminati" and later on the "White Hat" groups. 

I will also tell you about my most recent works along side the Secret Space Program, as it is important for humanity and isn't likely to be told anywhere else.  (They won't actually attack me for doing so.)

More than anything else.  I want you to see how far they have gone to convince you that you are not more powerful than they are.

Wednesday, March 25, 2015

My Name

Why am I called The Ruiner?  

Someone who shines love wherever he goes and does everything within his power to create "things" which will inspire others to find positive change, chooses such a "negative" sounding name.

Well, I am here to ruin something.  Ruin a delusion.  I do not view my former "Family" or those who used me as my enemy.  However.. I do want to try and ruin some of their agendas.

Ironically -in the Alanis sort of way- they called me The Ruiner first.  Their meaning they attached to this song, so I used their joke as my name.. ha ha.. ha:

"Ruiner" by Nine Inch Nails


you had all of them on your side, didn't you? didn't you?
you believed in all your lies, didn't you? didn't you?

the ruiner's got a lot to prove he's got nothing to lose and now he made you believe
the ruiner's your only friend well he's the living end to the cattle he deceives
the raping of the innocent you know the ruiner ruins everything he sees
now the only pure thing left in my fucking world is wearing your disease

how did you get so big?
how did you get so strong?
how did it get so hard?
how did it get so long?

you had to give them all a sign, didn't you?
you had to covet what was mine, didn't you?

the ruiner's a collector he's an infector serving his shit to his flies
maybe there will come a day when those that you keep blind will suddenly realize
maybe it's a part of me you took to a place I hoped it would never go
and maybe that fucked me up much more than you'll ever know

how did you get so big?
how did you get so strong?
how did it get so hard?
how did it get so long?

what you gave to me
my perfect ring of scars
you know I can see what you really are

you didn't hurt me nothing can hurt me
you didn't hurt me nothing can stop me now

Background

The family my soul was set to incarnate into is a Cabal family.  An "Illuminati" family.  Full of Freemasons, Lawyers, Police, Doctors, Teachers, Military Personnel and Politicians.

This family has arranged marriages for the purpose of maintaining the "Bloodline" and assets of the family.  One of the 13 "pure" Illuminati Bloodlines.

My mother was set to marry a man with my name (The Ruiner of course) and refused.  She was bitter because she was not "special" like her sisters and therefor not "taken to camp" with them.  What this meant, she didn't know, was that her sisters were heavily programmed and installed in "Secret Programs" created and operate by the "Illuminati".  She was not as easy to mind control as her sisters because she did not share the desires of the Family.

She thought she would "get back" at her fathers lack of attention by refusing her arranged marriage and deciding instead to get pregnant by a stranger, knowing this would make her ineligible for this arranged marriage.

It worked.  She did not have to marry The Ruiner.  Instead, she married a truck driver after getting the random sperm donor to exit her life.

What she didn't know is her father had high hopes for her to-be-born child. 

Your writer is this child.

I was 4yrs old when I was taken on a "special trip" by my Grandfather.  What I was told is I was being taken to see some really big fish. Where we arrived is Marine Land in Niagara Falls Canada.

There I was introduced to a Mr.Johnson.  I was too young to understand this was not his actual name.  Mr. Johnson went on to ask me a series of questions and even gave me what seemed like a doctors examination.  From there I got to meet the head trainer and their team of trainers and get up close and personal with the killer whales they kept.

About a month after that I was taken to "Camp" for the first time.  On the way to the "camp" my Grandfather started to explain how our family was not like other families.  That he and my aunts and cousins were all "special" but my mother and father are not.  He told me I am "special" like he is and therefor will be educated like the other "special" members of the family.  That I would be shown "secrets" and I couldn't ever tell anyone. 

It was not long after arriving that the first "secret" was revealed to me.

The "camp" was just outside of a town in Ontario Canada called Port Perry.  The "camp" appeared to be a Bible Studies camp.  A small campground with a handful of cabins all about the same size and a couple portables. One cabin was larger than the others and that is the one one entered.

My Grandfather moved a table from the middle of the room to a side, and told me to stand where the table was.  He stood next to me with his arm around me and immediately I thought "why is he holding me so tight?".  I received my answer when the floor began to sink into the ground below the cabin.  Within a few seconds I saw that this floor was actually an elevator, and once it dropped below the level of the cabin floor we were in an elevator shaft that after about 20 feet revealed glass walls that provided a view into what was a very large area which looked like the inside of a warehouse.  This was my first view of what is now known to most reading this as an Underground Base.

I spent the entire summer there from mid June until the end of August.  I will not go into what occurred at "camp" that summer.  Any readers familiar with the "Illuminati" will understand that this was a "Program Facility".  This first "camp" was meant for basic "programming". (See MKUltra style programming)

The next two summers I returned to the same camp and received this "programming".  After the summer I would go back to my home where my mom and step-dad lived.  I would attend "public school" during the day and had martial arts classes in the evenings.

After the first two years I started to be bounced around between various "camps"/Underground Facilities. This continued until I was 8yrs old at which time I was told the "programming" wouldn't work.  I was then asked what interested me the most of all the things I had seen and learned over those first four summers at "camp" and my only response was "The Whales at Marine Land". 

Unable or unwilling to give them the type of response they wanted it was decided that they would try a "more aggressive program".  This was my first introduction to what is known as the "Secret Space Program". 

The programming still wouldn't work.  I was uncontrolled.  However, I did not rebel against the "camps" or Programs.  I was interested and they could see this.  So after a few years of working within their Secret Space Program I was "promoted" to a "trainer" position.  I would train other Secret Space Program members.

After some time the actions of this Secret Space Program turned me off of my own desire to experience the things I was.  The "gain" I received was not, in my own opinion, worth the price I would pay.  I understood early on that "we" were hiding a lot of truth from humanity.  That "we" were using our knowledge and resources to ensure the survival of The Families/ The Orders rather than guiding humanity to a positive future.  This realization was not met with anger from my handlers and teachers but rather with excitement.  I was then moved to a new "Program" where I would be educated in what "we" call "Cultural Guidance".  This is literally the creation of a controlled culture.  It included education and media news as methods to form the opinions of the masses by providing misinformation and disinformation.  Mind control.  I quickly became an expert on their methods and for a while, was a "good little asset" for them.

In order for me to do this job, learn these things, I was required to attend every "secret meeting" I could possibly attend.  All of the parties and rituals as well as tours and briefing on all the various "secret Programs". (There are many)

What I witnessed was abuses and murders and rapes.  People being eaten or killed for sport.  Women and men being used and Programmed as sex slaves. I witnessed politicians creating campaigns and public speeches geared to dis inform the public.  World Leaders who to the public appeared as enemies sharing a sex slave in secret meetings.  Witnessing plans being made to steer the public opinion against one side, and for another, meanwhile both sides are shaking hands as the result benefited both parties.  it benefited both parties because in truth, they are one party.

There were times I was offered, encouraged, and even demanded to "partake" in such activities and refused.  "Kill me if you wish, but I will not do that" I would say with absolute conviction.  For a while they tried torturing me in various ways to get me to "agree" to their "terms" but all such attempts failed.  I would repeat "Kill me if you wish, but I will not do that".

I asked to be released.  I threatened to "tell everyone".  "They" were not bothered by my threats.. "If you tell anyone we will kill you".  At this point I actually welcomed death over what I was enduring.  SO I told several people.  A kid at my public school (who went missing), an Aunt (who was committed into a mental hospital three days after I told her) and a Police Officer I stopped on the street. (Who went "missing" soon after). 

When I attempted to try telling my parents I was scolded and punished for "lying".  In their minds I stayed with my Great Aunt all summer. (The same Aunt who had been committed) and actually "drove her insane", literally.

At this point I realised my parents had been "reprogrammed" which is what we called it when we would "alter memories" of individuals associated with the "programs".

When I was taken to "camp" the next summer, everything changed.

I was 15yrs old. I wanted out.  They could not control me or program my mind successfully.  So I was given to a being, a man, who is "at the top level" of the "Illuminati".  I was told it would happen, and everyone around was surprised.  This was "Unique" some would say, "This never happens" others would say.  This being, this man, became my "mentor".  For four years I was constantly with or in contact with this being.  My "education" became more vast and deep.  The horrors I witnessed also increased and so I still wanted "out".  This being and I had endless debates about my removal, all the while I was still "working" for them. 

During the time I was being mentored my role became very sensitive.  I understood how to not only leave my own body but how to enter and control other bodies.  At the time I developed this skill the Programs had developed a "Clone" Program which involved creating biological clones and empty body vessels for the "top level" "Illuminati" members as well as the Secret Space Program and Secret Military Operations.  A common use for clones was entertainment, and my "job" was to teach celebrities (music and film stars, politicians ect) how to transfer into a clone and operate said clone.  This was done without technology however at the time a technology was being (re)developed (reverse engineered) to achieve this transfer.  Once the tech was up and running they allowed me to leave the Clone Program and offered me a job as a "mole" at a Paranormal Studies organization.  This Org was at the time working with and funded by the Canadian and Untied States Governments.  The "goal" was supposedly to detail paranormal truth and package it as an educational package for the public sector.  My job was to ensure that wouldn't happen.

I was installed as the Director of the project.  All final reports were made by myself.  My job was to discredit all the evidence and those who collected it.  I did my job well and the Governments shut the door on this project, concluding there is no truth to Paranormal Studies, cutting funding and burying the evidence. 

I HATED doing this.  These were good people whose work I destroyed.  There was a lot of evidence involved enough to prove to the public that "paranormal activities" exist and can be measured and predicted. Again I asked to be released and was denied.

So it was hopeless.  Those I tried to tell either went missing or crazy, or they refused to believe a word I said.  If I continued I would have to perform actions I know are wrong.  The result was my resignation to suicide.

I had travelled to Victoria BC, then 19yrs old, and planned to jump from a high cliff into the ocean to end my life.

Introduction

My name is unimportant.

My reason for writing is that there seems to be an abundance of stories being told in the Alternative Community which push a long standing and intense "Illuminati" agenda.

I will be calling the Cabal and it's cults the "Illuminati" during these writing.  That is not an accurate name, but it is the one most commonly used.

The reason I am aware of their plans is I was raised within their systems.  I was a member both by blood and by initiation.  I was educated and trained by their members at the highest level and for several years assisted them in their goals.  While I was a member and involved a large portion of my "job" was to understand their plans, how they will be presented to the world, and what this would cause.  The "Illuminati" itself used to call me "The Keeper of Secrets" which anyone reading this with experience will understand. 

A group who exists in secret has many secrets, even from members,  and it was my position to be aware of this and how it is achieved.

This was a title, something they called me, and one of my jobs.  Before reaching that point I had other jobs with them. 

At one point I was a trainer, teaching telekinetic or Remote Influence attacks and defense.  At another I was a Magician who would influence others when given the order.  Another was teaching the process of operating Cloned or "Avatar" bodies.  The last was to dis inform an agency on the topic of Paranormal Activity. 

The reason I transition between these jobs as I found myself faced with performing tasks I could not support.  The hope was to find a "suitable position" that both employed my skills and allowed me to operate without interruption from something I have in abundance.. Conscience.  When I refused to use RI techniques to harm others, I was turned to a Magician.  When I refused to use black magic to harm others or influence others to "our" goals, I was sent to teach soul transfer.  When I became repulsed by the people I was teaching, I was sent to a Paranormal Studies agency to "bury" the project.  I was asked to falsify reports to show that this agency captured nothing of value.  At this point, I wanted out of the order all together.

How I managed to get out and what agreements I made, I will state another time.

From there I went on to join a "White Hat" group.  Let's face it, this is just another secret society.  This one specialized in identifying and aiding people who exhibit "Exceptional Abilities".  These people would be closely watched for some time before being approached and offered a place within the "White Hat" society.  When it became clear this was just another secret society with the belief that they are "above" the rest of humanity who really did nothing of value for the WHOLE but instead did great things to benefit their own small group, I quit this as well.

Since I have straddled both sides of this fence, helping out at times when my moral compass will allow.  Actions that do, even if silently, help the whole of humanity, are worthwhile to me regardless of who I am "working" for.

The work I do now is all in communications.  Mediating meetings.  Conversing with people and beings that do not wish to talk freely.  Telepathically I can reach any form of being you place in front of me.  This is a skill I have spent many years growing, and one that too few possess in these cults and programs.

And this gives you some back story on your writer...

I will be explaining something I think is very important for those who wish to know to understand.  The "Illuminati Plan" and how to identify its stages.  We are right in the middle of the final act, and the climax is approaching.  Let us see if we can't be prepared when it arrives.